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Name: X TYPO_
Birthday: 10/26/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: "Never knew I could feel like this, Like I've never seen the sky before, I want to vanish inside your kiss, Every day I'm loving you more and more, Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings, Telling me to give you everything, Seasons may change, winter to spring, But I love you until the end of time,Come what may, I will love you until my dying day, Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place, Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace, Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste, It all revolves around you, And there's no mountain too high No river too wide, Sing out this song I'll be there by your side, Storm clouds may gather, And stars may collide, But I love you until the end of time"


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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

ok i have a new site, and i know i keep getting new ones, but this time, im going to stick w/ this one cause so far its hawt.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=sExYtHaTsHaWt

 

X TYPO_


it was just another day, someone make it special.

i think im spending the night at sams with kels but im not sure. that would be awsome though, i need to keep busy cause when im bored i think too much. ok well there isnt much going on, its all the regluar blah. nothing special. my life is so boring, i need to make some changes. maybe start over with some people. i guess i will just forget the past, its not like i can change it anyways, it only brings me down. jAcK happends for certain reasons so i say just forget about it.

there is this kid, im not gonig to say who he is but he will know. u see this guy, him and i used to be "close", he was nice but acted like a jerk around his friends cause he wanted to seam cool. one of those boys. but when we were alone, he was the greatest. i want to say sorry to this boy because when things got tough, i blamed everything on him, i said he did me worng and i got left, but really, it was both of out faults and i just didnt seam to reize it tell now. i have been thinking and i want to start over with this kid and maybe, things will work out, that is, if he will take me back........

today i started my science test but i got kicked out of the program for who know why. so i guess i have to go finish it later sometime. crap. i havent started my cim bored and that sux cause its due the 17th i think. i have so much work to do on it and in almost every class im missing work. i dont know whats wrong with me, but im really falling behind and its been hard for be to focus lately. im so happy school is almost out, this summer is going to be so cool! i cant wait!

i got the worst rug burn today by my butt! *ouch* i think i could die. oh and i got a bug bite and its really big and ichy  ;)

ok well i wrote too much.

 

  X TYPO_

 

  


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

today was ok, i was really hyper and for some reason people kept asking me why i was sad... hummm.

tonight i have to baby sit at 6:15 and its going to be BORING! so people, call me!

i have a sh!t load of homework and this time i am gonig to do it!

i am still very confuzzed about lots of things and its making my brain hurt...

*ouch*

OH and as far as my "diet" is going for all u B!tches who didnt think i would keep doing it i have lost 6lbs! heck yes! lol. about 10 more and im 110!

always and forever

i'll be your anything

 

X TYPO_

 


-HIM-

"I Love You"

I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more i love you

Can't you see my darling
That the harder i try
The more we grow apart
Please believe me
The sweeter the kiss
The colder turn your arms
And the colder grows your heart
And baby more i love you

I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more i love you


And you're in my heart my darling
The closer i get
The more you're out of love
Don't you feel it
The colder your touch
The more it turns me on
And the faster beats my heart
And baby more i love you

I see it in your eyes
I feel it in your touch
I taste it from your lips
And baby more i love you



Monday, May 02, 2005

UnFoRgEtAbLe   ErRoRxTyPo   SaYnOmOrE   HoRrOrRuSh   NoTuRnInGbAcK   PoLlYwAnNaWhAt   GoTbItCh

I </3 U ROCKY   In3vErHaDyOu   JuStDiE4mE   UrBeAuTiFuL   OrAwHoRe   UrMyEvErYtHiNg    PlZdOnTwOrRiE

 

As I touch the fountain's blood,The numbness of my heart flows through my finger tips,
Feeling nothing but comfort in all of the pain,I try to hide my emotions but am overcome by contentment,
I see your face,End my pain,And as my hand becomes one with what gives life,I know what I am,
What I am to become,And what my puspose is, And yet - I am as blank and clear-minded as a heaven-sent child, Yet from hell I am,Tears may flow from my eyes,But come from my soul,Words may come from this love,
But are from my heart,To understand me is to know whats wrong,And pain is your only hope.

 

And its like i never had u

 

In My Eyes

I've closed my eyes so many times before,
And I know why, my heart aches more than before,
I tried to fix a problem, that can never be resolved,
But by one prayer, and one faith,
I can at least hold on.

I look out my window,
And all I see is gray,
In a brightened sky of endless blue,
In my eyes it fades away.

My hands reaching for a cure,
For a will to carry on,
And all I see is a dead end,
Only a little candle shines on.

Forward,
Backward,
And in between,
I've crawled...
Tried to hide from past mistakes,
But find me in my cowardly state,
And I'm so........ashamed.

I look out my window,
And all I see is gray,
In a brightened sky of endless blue,
In my eyes it fades away.

I've tried to keep a smile on,
To show that I'm okay,
But I've failed in the chance.
And found that acting is no more a game.
And all I see is gray...
In a brightened sky of endless blue,
In my eyes,
It fades away.

 

 

your only my everything. . .

 

 

The cold razor glides across pale skin, leaving a crimson trail in its wake. Flowing in ever present streams down your slender throat I watch mistified as if in a trance. Dipping my head to taste of this abundant feast, almost inaudibly you sigh tantilizing me. I trace the collum of your throat down to the hollow where the crimson blood has welled slightly, again you sigh. I can not get enough of you, your taste your touch, they consume me. Burning, purging, melting away into something even hotter. Again I am at the hollow your your pale throat lapping, taking, never saited. I want you, I need you I claim you as mine. This time I bite down hard where the blood is flowing freely. I hear your cry of ecstasy. With your blood on my lips I whisper sacred endearments holding you as you fall. You are a part of me forever and always I will never let you fall.

 

 

 But I am happy. . .

 



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